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Or so it seems.
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I've been busy. It comes in fits and starts.
This time, the somnambulist idea appears to have taken over. And masks, i can't seem to get enough of these girls wearing masks..........moth masks, batman style masks, bird-style-Venetian masks, thief-in-the-night masks, and so on. I'm thinking of the symbolic use of masks here, as opposed to their more sinister associations. The concept of revelation and secrecy combined. The enigmatic. The hidden self. (I am also reminded of Jung's concept of the shadow, and the masquerade...)
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The Moth Mask
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I've been doing things differently of late. Combining the dolls with old photographs, self portraits and illustration. I became quite obsessed with seamlessness, and hair.
I can't get enough of hair!
She is only partially with us. Emerging. I like the idea of the mist surrounding her, enclosing most of her figure. Like old portraits, they evoke an air of mystery and dreams. All of these new girls exist in the realm of dreams, of sleep, of transition. Are they emerging, or are they ebbing away? I'm finding it difficult to decide; but most of them affect me on a very deep and strange level that i find quite difficult to translate into actual words.
One thing is certain : these particular ladies are making discoveries about themselves, each and every one.
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The Moth Dream
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The moth. Attraction to light? Again the idea of emergence, although not quite as obvious. These girls are not merely sleeping, yet i do love the contradiction - the attraction to light and revelation, experienced with both eyes closed. Perhaps through dreaming?
Those self contained, content little faces make me wonder......what thoughts and wonders exist there. They inhabit a strange yet familiar world of their own. And there being two of them, twins, suggests a sort of connectedness to each other, a shared landscape of knowledge...something that we do not have access to, yet at the same time we can appreciate on many different levels.
I waffle, and still, i would prefer you to bring your own, personal interpretations to these images:)
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Lydia's Anniversary
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Anniversary of what, i wonder?
I have my own ideas;)
Those are her own self portraits, watching her from the wall. They are animate, alive. They are able to look right at her, yet she might be too apprehensive (as yet) to acknowledge them. But something tells me she is about to take a giant leap - into the unknown, the abyss.....and this, of course, concerns the self. This concept excites me quite a lot, and although it could appear quite disturbing.....well, it isn't supposed to be. I removed her arms and elongated her position in an attempt to suggest the distance between the physical body and our sleeping dreams.
Something about this image reminds me of the artist Gottfried Helnwein. I have no idea why.
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Sleep Walk
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Like Lydia, she is wandering through the doorway that separates the darkness from the light. The conscious from the unconscious.
This image is so much suited to open interpretation, and i would rather not suffocate it with my own description. You know...i hope this makes sense:)
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Strange Lessons
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I love what somebody just said about this image over at flickr! That it was more akin to 'unnatural history lessons'.........and with a Dorothea Tanning influence. This is quite possibly very true indeed. I have been aching to go and visit the Natural History Museum recently, and might just have to do so.
And I'm pretty besotted with this painting by Dorothea Tanning....which i had actually come to think of after creating 'Sleep Walk' :
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(A Little Night Music 1946)
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I had a difficult time 'sculpting' this lady's features, but i am quite pleased with the results. Her little friends are a mystery, of course......are they the subjects of her lessons?
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Euphoric Amnesia
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Another doorway, another somnambulist.
Another mask.
She appears to be the most courageous of the doorway girls. The carefree explorer, i should imagine. And then i consider the placement of the mask. It might just be that this particular girl will emerge, wake, and then establish herself behind a mask, once again. This makes me think about illusions, about how we perceive ourselves and others. No matter how many personal revelations, how strong, confident we may become, there will always be something that remains hidden, even to ourselves. Especially ourselves.
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The Great Indoors
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This, obviously, has much to do with the idea of nature taking over. Oh please! ;)
Our 'true nature', or even the natural world that surrounds us. Both concepts rolled into one. I am not exactly satisfied with the work i did on this little face, and a guest at my house tonight actually burst out laughing when i showed her to him! Well, I don't think there is anything altogether unusual about carrying your sewing scissors atop your antlers. And i do love that creeping skeleton tree....it harks back to my weird little skeleton creatures in the previous images. I think there is a little celebration of my favourite season having established itself also. I am always most inspired at this time of year. You have Art and Ghosts overload, god help ye.
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Secret Sister
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'She follows me everywhere i go!'
'Well, perhaps she is there to offer you sensible advice'
'Pah, who wants that!??'
I feel that these images are something akin to little sketches. Although they are not exactly sketches in the traditional sense at all, they are digital......yet they function as sketches, especially in the way that i build them up; storing all manner of versions on file, open eyes, closed eyes, wild hair, tamed hair, etc. I like the idea of them changing over time, or being used in further works, so in this sense they do seem to work like sketches, see? Ta da!
I'm in love with those little tree tendrils in her hair. Which brings me to this.........
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Family Tree
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Reproduction : The twins, the digital clone, the tree....and all the usual, multifarious associations of.
And I'm kinda fond of all these pastel coloured maryjanes:)
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Braids
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This began as an attempt to make a self portrait of myself as a child, and failed miserably.
I must own up to having had quite similar hair - forever braided and semi wild.
I was feral, doncha know?
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And on a much lighter hearted, final note........
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The Conversation
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Meet one half of the Merrysocks sisters (Art and Ghosts Circus rabbits of naughtiness)....i am referring to the rabbit with clothes;)
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And Baby Sally.....
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A rather modest portrait from her younger days.
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Enjoy the overload:)
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